Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Me, a full moon, and my thoughts.
Ive been staying up late painting, writing in my journal, reading the Tibetan Book Of The Dead, staying busy, staying creative to pass the time of our last week of freedom before school starts. Time to get back into the routine, of earlier bedtimes, homework battles, and adjustments to high school. Where did the time go. My Nick is already starting high school and I get butterflies just thinking about it. I want to hold his hand and do it for him. Letting go of a little more control and letting his independence shine through terrifies me. Its just when you think they need you the most you are forced to stand back and let them be. I am so proud of my boys and who they are becoming. This is such an incredible time. I want to be present. I want to enjoy each moment and not take it for granted. I will aim to focus on the now and put my worrying aside in an effort to be a better mom for my boys.