Tuesday, January 22, 2008

adolecence the first soul crusher

Adolecence, is the first in a series of devastations to be felt through out life. Boys have it worse. Too old for G.I Joes, too young for just about everything else. Male bravado, surging horomones, a taste of freedom, a feeling of invincibility that cannot be lifted no matter what "we" try to tell them. Im forced to stand back. Let him learn, grow, hurt, wait... He challenges my every word, he's up, he's down, he "has all the answers" but at the end of the day, I dont give up, I love him, I love him more and more, I know just holding him when he feels defeated conveys the love I have for him. He is my soul mate, til death do us part.