Saturday, March 28, 2009

Im not ready to die yet

But according to Sam and all my dreams, its going to happen sooner than later. To be honest, all these death dreams have been terrifying the heck out of me. I have so much more to do. I cant leave Nick to be an orphan. I love them and have so much more to teach them. Im almost afraid to go to sleep, and the last time I had one of these, Sam was hanging around me, as I lay on my death bed telling me to "let go" I kept telling him no, Im scare, Im not ready. Then we just start arguing, and I keep telling him to leave me alone. I also told him that its easy for him to tell me to let go as if its no big deal, because he's been there done that, still, Im not ready and he better quit haunting me in my dreams.
But if for some off chance I die soon...I hope Tom gets rid of any and all sex toys, nudie pictures, porno, etc. Because afterall, I lived a very "pure lifestyle."

Saturday, March 21, 2009


Ive known him since he was 5 months old. He had a stroke right after birth. The odds were not in his favor. The doctors said he probably would never walk or talk.
Josiah is now a week away from his 4th birthday and its been forever since Tom and I saw him.
To our surprise, he ran up to us the minute we walked through the door. He doesnt walk. He runs, and throws a football, and talks. Tom fell in love with him a couple of years ago and we took him to Sea World. I wonder if he remembers that time we spent with him. Today was such an amazing experience. We promised him we would be back. I cant wait to take the boys with me next time.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Collage Fun

Loads of fun, I just dont know how to make it bigger.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

New addition to the family.

His name is Paco, he's 9weeks old and a teacup chihuahua, and he stole my heart. (and my dads money)